Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
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6:20 pm
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my number #1 bitch is 21 tonight! Yay for free drinks all night long. Im goin to get her wasted!
current mood:  energetic
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Monday, September 26th, 2005
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2:16 pm
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Rick somehow got outta jail today. Shit like this only happens to him!
The system screwed up and sent him home even though he was supposed to go directly to rehab from jail. Of course he doesnt say anything and just leaves. I ge a call from his parents saying that if i see him to send him straight home or call his lawyer. Now how the hell am i ment to do that?! Meanwhile, rick calls Chip and they go and get shitfaced at the bar. I finailly called Chip and I went and picked Rick up. We talked for a bit before i took him home and i guess he went to rehab after that. We got in a huge fight. I told him i was goin out w/ Peter and he accused me of datin him for his money! hah! Thats the most bullshit i ever heard and he knows me better then that. Either way we got in a huge fight but i stayed strong and told him that there was no way i was goin back out w/ him. I guess we will continue things in 28 days...
The Baltimore aquarium finailly got back to me! They asked me to train w/ the herpotology department (thats lizards and amphibians!)! Not my first choice but it will give me some great experience! I have to send back in some paper work but if they choose me then I'll have to train 2 saterdays in oct and 2 in november. Then i must work as a volunteer for at like 4hrs every other week for 1 year. Its a hike but im so excited! Its goin to be so fun and different and itll look so good on a resemue! Part of my job is to feed crazy lizards from all over the world and build there habitats! How cool is that!
Other then all that im sittin here downloadin depressing songs while i wait for Kim.
current mood:  confused
current music: The smiths
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Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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8:06 am - BabEron!
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Erin had her baby last night!
3:13am
6.15 lbs
She doesnt have a name yet. I got to watch her being born and wow is that a weird experience! I got to cut the umpilical(sp?) cord.
I havent written in this journal for years so im gonna start all over. I have a new journal but I need to like make it look cool (which ive never really figured out how to do). Once that happens I'll post my new lj name.
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Friday, August 13th, 2004
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1:02 am - The saddest day of my life....
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Daphne's dead...
She got hit by a car. My worst nightmare. Words cant describe how sad i am. She was the best thing that ever happened to me and now shes gone. I havent been able to stop crying since. Nor have i been able to eat or sleep. I feel so empty. I dont understand how something like this could happen to such a great dog. Ive always been an animal lover but no animal(or person) has ever made me as happy as she made me. No one really understands...they dont get how i can be so hurt by losing a dog or they say im over exaterating. But i have never had a dog...i waited all my life for her. She wasnt just a dog...she was my bestfriend, my entertainment, my comfort, and my daughter. This must be what its like to lose a child.
Rick's dumbass mom let her out w/o a leash. She thinks that daphne is one of those dogs that will just use the bathroom and come right back in. She isnt and she should of figured that out after daphne ran away 3 other times at least...but those times she came back. This time she didnt. I came back from vacation and rick told me she had been missing for 24hrs. I was a wreck then and things only got worse when the spca hadnt heard anything about her(we live in a pretty poputlated area so someone shoulda called if they had seen her). No one called my work or my house saying they had found her...she had on tags. We printed out signs ad posted them everywhere. After 48 hrs my and rick really went out looking for her. We walked miles for hours in different directions calling her name. Just as we were about to go in we found her. I'll never forget it...i just happened to drive past rick walking down the street and as i was pulling over to consult w/ him i saw him break into a run screaming. There she was lying on the side of 162. But it wasnt her...this dog was green and bloated and covered in flies. It wasnt my skinny energetic happy dog... People driving by called the cops thinking that someone had gotten into an accident by the way me and rick were laying on the side of the road in each others arms sobbing and screaming. Ive never seen rick like that. We took her to Doc...he said that she died instantly.
Rick took things so hard right away(ive never seen him so upset)...for me i was numb all that day. It wasnt until the next day that i was really a wreck. I havent gone an hour w/o crying. We both feel like we let her down so much. Her whole life had been filled w/ abuse and mistreatment by fucking people...cept for the 9-10 months the we had her and now her life had been ended by the carelessness of a fuckin person. I had so much stuff planned for her...we were gonna take her to the beach that weekend...god she woulda loved the beach.
She has broughten more happiness to my life than anything/one ever could or ever will. My heart is broken....i dont think ill ever be able to return to normal.
R.I.P. Daphne 8/7/04
current mood:  numb
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Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
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11:12 pm
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Monday, March 29th, 2004
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10:33 pm - im gonna be a bat tracker!
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blah another monday night. Worked all day and now im at how watching the Heidi Fleiss usa movie. i love this crap.
I signed up for a shit load of volunteer things at differnt zoos and shit and today i got an email to be a bat tracker! hellz yea! i hope i can do it. they need people to watch em 24/7 so i can do it in the middle of the night when theyre really active and just chase after bats!
I went and moved some more shit outta my apartment this weekend. next week we gotta get a trunk:(
My parents are getting me a car...well im paying for it but their gonna co-sign a loan for me. My boss is a car dealer in the side so he can get my cars for wholesale prices and he's gonna take me to the honda wholesaler. I want a honda cuz i need a car that i can drive into the ground and it will still last and everyone has always said good things bout hondas.
If you are thinking bout getting a dog or know someone who might want a dog read this:
We just found out about this shelter who is doing a massive kill. We already rescued a pregnant lab/golden, who is gonna give birth anyday, and a shepard/rottie? puppy both that they were gonna put to sleep. The only other dog that i know bout is that they have an akita. So if anyone knows anyone who wants a dog let me know and ill help ya out. Im going to find out what other dogs they have also.
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Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
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6:56 pm
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12:35 am - New lj name...and zoos
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I made a new lj name. Im not gonna give out the name untill i make it all cool looking, which will prolly be a couple of months but hopefully not.
I need someone to make me a cool layout. Im completely retarded when it comes to that stuff. Since this journal has looked so boring since the begining of its time I figured Id make a cool looking one. If anyone knows how to do that, can teach me how, or knows any communities that will do it PLEASE LET ME KNOW!
If by some slim chance in hell there is a non lj user who reads my journal and wants to know my new name then just comment cuz i'm gonna post my new lj name as a friend's only entry.
Untill then I'm just gonna keep writing in here.
REAL ENTRY
I put in a bunch of applications to volunteer at different zooz and aquariums around here. Did i mention that in my last post? Well Im gonna say it again if I did cuz im excited. I wanna get involved w/ some cool animals. Not that Im bored at the vet's...its just big animals are much more exciting. I <3 zoos. Some people are completely against them and yea its sad that the animals have to live in cages but zoos have come a long way. They arent just disgusting ways to make money while showing people wild hungry creatures in small dirty cages(yea there are still those around). Now days they exisit to inform people about different species as well as different issues of concern...like extinction and such. Alotgoes on behind the scenes now as far as conservation. There more then just entertainment.
Why did i just write that? Its like im a freakin broucher...
Anyway, having a tv in my room rocks. I used to be the only person in the world who didnt get a tv or phone in my room. Now i got a tv and dvd player an hopefully cable soon.
Me and steph are going to nyc on friday to see some show. I better not still be sick. Not that that would stop me but i would like to be able to drink.
I was so sick today. I didnt go to work. I puked up so much 15mins ago...i didnt even know i could fit that much in my tummy.
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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
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12:46 pm
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11:09 am
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Im at home for the day. Gotta do my laundry.
Rick is the best guy in the world. Im so glad he got over the whole "i wanna use this ugly british girl for sex" thing. Now its me and him again. Anyway, back to why he's the best guy. He bought me the SAVED BY THE BELL dvds! i <3 him. I cant wait till they come.
I love buying stuff, especially when it comes in the mail. Steph's jacket came already and mine hasnt. grrr.
Hung out w/ chris and becky last night. Kinda like old times cept jeff wasnt there and i wasnt drunk. Im gonna hang out w/ them more often. It was fun. we were bad. Rick dropped me off so i couldnt hang out for that long cuz he could only come pick me up at a certain time.
Thats bout it for now. Me and steph got into a fight cuz of my roommate but its not even worth mentioning since we resolved everything.
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Monday, February 16th, 2004
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11:16 pm
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I can finally say that i had a great valentines day! Me and rick went to new york to see his friend from cali. We didnt do anything that special but it was soo much fun. I havent been to nyc in a while. it was so much fuckin fun. Rick was so cute and nice to me also. It made us so much closer. i <3 him.
So now the plan is: me and rick are gonna move back home at the end of march. then we're going to buy a van and just drive it all over the country and see shit. me, rick, and daphne. Its gonna fuckin rule...and if it doesnt then we'll just drive back home.
We sold rick's laptop and got fuckin $1300 for it!! hellz yea. we're rich.
I also got this really cute jacket off ebay. The leopard print kinda looks like a giraff but whatever i like it anyway.
oh STEPH: I paid for your jacket. You owe me $17.20 I put it on my mom's credit card so i need the money asap or else she'll get mad.
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Sunday, December 21st, 2003
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6:16 pm
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finished xmas shopping today.
Wait, no i didnt. In fact im not even close...and i spent $100 on myself. I gots this boxset of horror movies, best of queen cd, and jonny cash xmas tape. Im so proud of myself cuz the King of prussia mall has a M.A.C. store and i didnt buy a thing from it today. Thats hard. Oh and i found Dream a Little Dream on dvd and didnt buy that either. Which was really hard.(i screamed when i saw it)
Went to see Mindless self indulgence w/ eron and benny. I could watch them everyday. I forgot how much i liked them. I gotta remember to be really drunk next time cuz the only thing i hate more then the people who listen to them is the opening bands. hahhaha. i just remembered how much the opening band sucked. hahaha.
Last night was very dramay. Leonie is being a stupid whinny british crybaby again and im gonna kill her. Some people really do need to kill themselves. Yea but me and rick got in a fight and i drove half way to nyc before rick convinced me not to. roar. Now everything is fine and we got drunk and had a condom fight. And drew on kinzua when he was sleeping. Ya know how if you put a sleeping person's hand in warm water there appoda pee themselves? Well it doesnt work.
Im such a hermit now. Someone hang out w/ me.
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Thursday, November 27th, 2003
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2:57 pm
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2:11 pm - Eron met got to meet corey feldman and i didnt:(
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im home for thankagiving. Im so excited to eat food that hasnt been microwaved.
Alot has happened since last update.
First, John's funeral...I got Rich, jo, rick, and aron to take off work and wake up early so we could drive up near Chester to the viewing. Well we got lost. I drove up this one rode that led to a place called Pusey Plantation and i couldnt turn around, i had to reverse down this long driveway thing. Well everyone was being immature and laughing bout pussy plantation and i was too busy trying not to pee myself to drive, so i drove into a ditch. and got the car stuck in mud. We got it out evantually but not before everyone got covered in mud. haha especially rich. Then they said we had a flat tire even though i knew we didnt. They werent about to listen to me after i covered them all in mud so they changed the tire for no reason and by then the funeral was over. I feel bad bout not going. Oh well, john prolly wouldnt of wanted us to go and he was prolly watching us get stuck in the mud and laughing.
Eron met corey feldman and i didnt cuz i had to work. Im so jelous. She has a signed dvd and he put his arm around her. Im so jelous you cant understand!
I fostered a 6 week old puppy for a night. It was so fuckin cute. But it screamed to loud so i could only foster it for one night.
Daphne(my dog) has ringworm:( and so do i:(
This im writing last cuz no one will read it:
The past week has been an emotional hell ride. Rick "broke up with me". Even though we werent going out. We became really just friends. Then 5 mins later Leonie the stupid ugly british slut kissed him. and he wanted to go out w/ her and it made me so insanely hurt that i was the closetest to killing myself that i have ever been in my life. I mean i thought leonie had more respect for me than to kiss rick when i was in the next room and her boyfriend was downstairs. I guess not. I thought rick had more respect for me then to break up w/ me and kiss anouther girl 5 mins later while i was a suicidal wreck in the next room. The whole situation only got more complicated from there. But basically i was right and she only uses guys to raise her self-esteem cuz shes still w/ her boyfriend. Me and rick are back together sorta too and you dont have to tell me how stupid i am cuz i already know.
I miss kim.
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Wednesday, November 19th, 2003
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12:03 pm
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Saturday, November 1st, 2003
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9:58 am
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Back in wc for a little. Cuz of halloween and shit...i wasnt trying to sit home and give out candy.
hahah halloween was the shit. If everyday in west chester was like this i wouldnt of left. Jerry had like a party or something. All this funny shit kept happening. For those who dont know wc, the town part is made up of all yuppie college bars so theres always alot of drunk college kids walking around and on halloween its like a really cracked out new orleans where people are dancing in the street and theres loads of fights and shit.
Jerry kicked a retarded guy in the knee and ran away. It was the funniest thing ive seen in a while. haha.
Then some stupid slut who thought she was the shit thought jerry was walkinhg to close to her friend and started a big fuckin fight and tried to strangle jerry. That was almost a really bad thing. It took 3 guys and me and the bitches friend to pull them apart. She was such a dumb bitch. All her friends walked away but her drunk ass couldnt get over it. Its not like jerry even touched the girl...he was just walking down the street and when she asked him to move he didnt...cuz its not her goddamn st!
Jerry's dad is so fuckin funny. I love old hippies....especally drunk ones.
Things at the place were going fine untill yesterday when i found out that two of my bestfriends stole from me. They didnt even just steal....they went searching around my room and then stole. That really hurt. Ive done so much for that guy. Im letting him live in my house and she pretty much lives there too....even when he hasnt given me the second part of the money he said he'd give us. If it wasnt for me he'd be kicked out long ago cuz rick is so fuckin sick of shit. I never did anything to them but yet theyd go and steal from me. And the thing is I asked her if she took something of mine like a week ago and she was like "id never steal from you laura, comeon you know that." Im never trusting anyone again. Shes been my bestfriend for so fuckin long, i dont understand why she would do this.
Rick got fired from his job. I told the story so many times and i dont feel like doing it again. But it fuckin sux and we're gonna be poor now. Im gonna go in and punch the asshole who fired him in his fuckin face.
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Saturday, October 25th, 2003
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4:21 pm
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too much has happened since my last update too remember.
i got a doggy and i <3 her. We're only taking her on weekends for now cuz i wanna pay all this month's bills before be for a take on the expense of having a dog. We think shes a lab sheperd mix but shes kinda too small to be one. She has these really cute big ears like a german sherpard. And shes 4 but she has the energy of a puppy. oh and she hates men. It took her awhile to get used to rick. Shes very protective of me. When a enters the same room as me she barks and grunts and growls. But shed never bite.
Me and rick are going crazy in our house. Theres nothing to do. Everyday we come home from work and are fuckin board as shit. Kermits living w/ us for another 2 weeks so its not as boring as before. At the same time though me and rick kinda wanna be alone cuz its hard enough living w/ each other but it gets harder w/ each additional person. Rick almost died last night and it was the scariest thing i ever went through. Alot of things arent gonna be allowed in the house now i think. whatever.
Im so fuckin busy w/ work and shit. I want people to come up but its so difficult. I like my job though and i wanna keep it but its all i do now. I wish i could make more $$. roar.
oh also. im hungry....very hungry. send food.
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Sunday, October 5th, 2003
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4:13 pm
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wwhat? my little brother just asked me for rolling papers so he could go get high! haha. awww my bro started smoking pot. I didnt think it was gonna happen. i thought my mom was gonna have one good kid. im excited.
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4:01 pm
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my place rocks. our nieghbors are nice for the most part. i havent had time to do like anything cuz ive been so busy. moving in andb trying to hang out w/ people is hard cuz i have no time. see thats all i have time to write...
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Monday, September 29th, 2003
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6:09 pm
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well this is it. Im moved. so i wont be writing in here much. but u should delete me cuz i will occasionally and i will get a comp sooner or later.
oh and for anyone who tries to call me i cant really be reached cuz i dont have a cell or a house phone anymore. yea im gonna be hard to find for awhile but after i get a houseline ill call everyone and we'll hang out.
bye
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